When I was young, every one was asking me what I want to be when I grow up. I consistently answered to be a Certified Public Accountant. I don't know how I learned about that profession. It's just one day that is what I want to be.
I chased my dream. I tried my luck in the city although my mom was hesitant to let me study here. I was just firm that time to pursue my dreams in the capital of the Philippines. It was not easy journey. Now it's been 4 years and 9 months, and just two months away to reach my dream profession, but why I feel unhappy and not satisfied?
I even don't tried to find answers to my question because I think it is a waste of time. But these past few days, I was exhausted, emotionally and physically. I even questioned myself why I wanted this before. There are lot of courses there but why I chose this. Urgh. The feeling. I don't want to disappoint my family especially my mother. Maybe I am doing this because I am already here. Why will I waste my college life if I'll not gonna take the exam. This routine I do every day for the past five months of my life. I want to end this. I want to end this journey with a big success smile on my face.
Ohhh. This is a random post about how I feel during my 15 minutes Pomodoro break.
