So he will not understand...

Ginhihimu ko ine kay para di mo masabtan kun nanu gud an ungod sak nabati sa im. Balitaw, gin aampuan ta na ikaw. Naaro ak bisan nanu na puydi magsugad sak na igtuko na ine kay bangin wara na gud para saem, sa ako na la an may kulang sin pagdawat na wa na talaga ine, maski waray man maging kita. Sakto na gud ada na waray na kit paginistorya kay bangin mao na an ginhatag Niya na ako gin aaro. Kay katanglay man liwat na hirayu kita nga duha, basin d gud kita para sa usa usa. Bangin ada la sa tagliligid sa ato an mga para gud sa ato. Nasusul an na kasi ak ngansi di ko na kaya magpinakatanga na naasa sin maski ditoy la. Akoa na la putlon ine nga ato pagtinext. Mapuruko na ak. Mafocus nala ak sa ako exam. Di ta na ikaw iisipun. Di na ak maghahaya kay masuol na ura ura. Maupay nala ada an mga sangkay ko na di ak ginkakalimtan. Salamat sin kusog. 

It's Already Over

This is the first and last time that I will wrote a post in my blog about this person. You reached my breaking point, boy and I can't accept the immaturity you have. It's been a year and nine months since I decided to end the friendship I have with you. I know it's also my fault why It failed, but I am happy with my decision. I did not regret not giving you a chance, because I know I will be happy with or without you in my life. Yes, I already like you before, but it's not an assurance that I feel the same way now or in the future because what left in my heart is the pain. I already forgave you for what you did, and I already forgave myself for being "paasa" to you. I already faced the consequences on what I did to you, because  I know its a mistake and a sin. In short, Im already over it. 

Hearing stories that you are open to possibilities thag we can be together, well I like to wake you up on your dream, because it will never happen. Sabe nga nila, wag magsalita ng patapos kasi di natin alam ang mangyayari, but I know to myself that it's already over and no more chance of turning back and opening another episode that I know in myself will return to another heartbreaking story. What I can give you know is casual friendship, no more no less. I am no longer open to any possibilities for an us. I am sorry but I can't see myself spending the rest of my life with you, and that's what I am looking for my future relationship. I hope you can move on and close the chapter of your life that I am part of it. Pursue the girl you like now, maybe she's really the one. 

I am already open with the possibility that we'll meet again and talk about what happen to us. I am ready to give you the closure that you ever want. I hope you are prepare already to hear these words straight from me. I am looking for that day that you will just laugh on the immaturity that we both have before, because now, I am laughing on it already, because I am over it, and I pray that you also.